I broke NC yesterday after about 20 days, to wish his football team well in the playoffs. He responded with a barely spelled-correctly one-line email. I feel crappy, like even my overtures of friendship are being rejected.
So I saw he had a profile on JDate, so he's really moved on. So I'm going to do hardcore NC from here on out. This is so hard and I'm sad and lonely, but I have to take care of myself now.