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  1. delerium6
    NC Day 10. Those 10 days will be easy compared to the next 10 days spanning Christmas and New Years Eve. First time in 6 years these days will pass without 'her'. It's not like I'm going to contact her (and I know she won't contact me, as she knows I'm still pretty hurt/emotional). NC is still going to happen. But I just want to close my eyes and get next week over with as quickly as possible. I'm sure next holiday season will be a lot better, regardless of whether I'm single or with someone else. But this one is trashed.
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    Day 9 NC today. I've only dreamt about her a few times since the breakup, surprisingly. But she was in my dreams last night. So, needless to say, this morning's been a bit rougher than usual.
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    Yep, exactly for me too. Those first couple hours are rough. I've always tended to wake up a couple times really early, look at the clock, then go right back to sleep until my "normal" wakeup time. But since the breakup, the first time I open my eyes those memories flow in and I can't get back to sleep. The rest of the daytime is OK. Then from late evening on it gets tough again. On top of all this, a blizzard kept me basically indoors all weekend with nothing to stare at but the four walls (and some TV and my computer)...
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    I was on 8 days NC. Yesterday I sent her a relationship column I thought really helped explain what might've happened in our relationship, and added some thoughts myself as well. Good article, but I shouldn't have sent that. So... back to square one of NC again. :sad:
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    I'm on Day 7 and constantly wonder the same questions about my ex-gf, even though I know I shouldn't.
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    I might've made a huge blunder. I'm also on Day 3 of NC... I think. Came home from work, needed to make a couple calls to people. Not her. So what did I do? Called her cell number by mistake (she's obviously on my mind quite a bit). I immediately hung up during the first ring. I might've caught it in time where the ID didn't show up on her cell, but I don't know. I tried calling my own cell phone from the landline, and it seems to take a little more than one ring before the cell gets the signal. Crap. I guess I'll never know if I "broke" NC just now or not. ](*,)
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    My girlfriend decided to separate from me last Tuesday. I did write one of those weepy, heartbroken emails shortly thereafter, unfortunately. For this 'challenge', Day 1 of NC starts now for me. Here in Michigan it's foggy, drizzly and grey. How appropriate.
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