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    Time to start all over again I think...Day 2 23rd Dec - He comes round my house unannounced with a few gifts for me. All goes well, we chat nicely and have a few laughs, then he texts me later that evening and we continue to chat via text. 25th Dec - He texts me saying "Merry Christmas x" I reply "To you too x" 27th Dec - Today is my birthday - and nothing.
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    Day 13 And I'm getting ready to go out with a (male) friend later tonight. This will be the first time I've gone out since he left me, and I'm quite looking forward to it.
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    Day 10 - just as hard as ever not to call him, but its for the best that I don't
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    Oops, duplicate post
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    Day 8 NC, my personal best, haha. Struggling with it still, but I know its for the best
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    Day 6 of NC It doesn't get any easier....as time goes on I keep thinking a) He's wondering what I'm up to and could possibly call anytime now - fat chance!! or b) He's so busy with his 'new life' that he's not given me a second thought Hmmm...
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    Day 4 NC Only 4 days but it feels more like 4 months.
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    You have to be strong to do NC. I'm weak
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    I'm cr*p at this. I give up. I'm a loser who can't accept the truth.
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    End of day 3 I don't think he even remembers that I exist
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    End of day 2 NC is almost killing me - but he obviously has nothing to say that I want to hear so I shall leave it as it is for now
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    End of day 1 (again) Had an email from him first thing this morning, and am resisting the urge to contact him. I WILL NOT CONTACT HIM
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    Well, its the end of day 4 And I'm glad it's about over to be honest. Its been just over 2 weeks since he left me and today has been just horrible. All of a sudden at work this afternoon and I was in floods of tears. Its been 4 days of NC and I really, truly thought he'd have called me by now but he hasn't. I feel like I've been dumped again - I guess I got him totally wrong - he must be getting on with his life while I'm sitting at home pining for him. Desperate for him to miss me. I wish I could hate him for what he's putting me through, but I can't
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    I'm still in the phase of checking out his myspace page (god, I hate that site) and I know he's been with his mates every night this week so I doubt he's even realised I've not called or texted him. This NC is hard
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