Hey guys, dont know if you guys read my post but I was on a "break" well thuoght i was, it was really a break-up, ex has jumped into a rebound after saying she didnt want a relationship. She is unhappy with her life, school and family and our relationship of 4 yrs, kinda scared her i think, so maybe she feels this will make her happy for now. She is always saying she misses the beginning, the anxious exciting feeling you get with someone new, so i think she is falling into that "illusion" with this guy. Don't see it going very far, but she works with the guy so i guess they made a connection. Long story short, she didnt tell me , i found out after asking her Sunday night, she said she didnt want to hurt my feelings. So she says she still loves me, not "in love" with me and still cares about me and wants me in her life as friends for now. So i told her i can't right now, so as of Sunday night, i am trying to go NC. Today is day 2, i dont have the urge so much to call her, but i do think of her all day and wonder if she is thinking of me. I hope she realizes that this guy won't do what i did for her, and she is making a mistake, but thats out of my control. I am trying to take my life back to make myself better for the next one that comes around. If she ever comes back around, ill see where i am at, but i dont expect it anytime soon. SO wish me luck , Day 2 and counting........