sarge1991
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day 15 i was home all weekend, it was good overall... im hearing all these things and i dont know if its true. It bothers me but not as much as this hangover.
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Day 13 Im going home this weekend, don't plan on seeing her or even trying to just so happen to be in the same place she is haha. Looking forward to a good weekend though!
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Day 12 Almost half way there! School has been keeping me busy so that's a good thing, There is this phrase in the bible that i heard that goes: "give them love if they don't accept, the love will go back to you" I've been thinking about that alot lately, i was so upset thinking that she broke my heart and that i've lost my hope for love but thinking of this just makes me feel better. Maybe even a little hopeful. One of her reasons for breaking up was because we started too young, i think of this as a good thing who knows what lies ahead!
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Day 11 She contacted me on facebook while i was at school, so i wasnt there to answer. I don't if she will again, but i definitley have been thinking of her more today now. I want to message her or answer if she messages me but a part of me tells me i shouldn't yet. The message was just "hey" so i'm trying really hard to not take it seriously, but i guess it means she at least thought to say hello.
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Day 10 Awesome day today. When i got home from school i saw she messaged me on fb! If she messages me again should i talk to her? I mean obviously she would know im on the computer and i don't want to give off that im just ignoring her?
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Day 9 Past the week mark doing pretty good! In my new apt and love it!
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Day 6 Almost a week. Moving into my apartment today so pretty excited.
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Day 5 Longest ive gone NC its hard, i'm moving into an apartment tomorrow i don't know if she will contact me or not it will be hard not to answer if she does.
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Day 4 Good day so far, haven't thought about calling or texting her much at all.
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Day 3 Had a real good day....looking forward to the weekend!!
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Day 2...again I saw her last weekend we talked things are more clear. I still want her back and she knows, i just need to focus with school now...
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Day 4: I've been thinking all day about breaking NC. Her friend texted me yesterday saying that my ex still cares about me, and doesn't know if she should contact me or not. I want to call her!! ugh.
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Day 3 Im feeling pretty upbeat today. I've been thinking alot about what my goals are and what i want to accomplish. School is really motivating me and keeping my mind off her
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Day 2 School is the only thing keeping my mind off her, Nights are the worst right before i sleep my mind drifts to thinking of her and what she might be thinking or doing at the time. This weekend i'm going back home and if i meet up with my friends there's a good chance she might be there. I might have to skip seeing them.
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Day 1 So i broke up with my gf last week and went NC till friday, caved in talked to her accomplished nothing and felt worst than before ](*,). Reading posts here help alot, and im just going to focus on myself and my studies. I miss her more then anything, but i have a feeling things will turn out the way they're meant to be.