Yesterday, while having a small argument with my wife, she told me she doesnt love me anymore. Not a big deal at first, as she has half-jokingly has said this me in the past. However, I think I should take this oportunity to really think about it this time, and not blow the comment off.
We've been togther for 8 years, and married for 2 1/2. We have 2 young kids, daughter 7 months, son 18 months. They're very close together, so we are very busy with the two of them. (were both in our very early twenties)
Im gone 13 hours a day at work, and she stays at home and wrestles with the 2 munchkins all day. Im not sure who's job is easier, I know how stressing it can be with my 2 children, I certianly appreciate what she does. Were both very busy and its stressfull at times.
Our family is great, we love our two small children very much. I know our family life will continue to be good, as niether me nor my wife would ever concider leaving. However, I dont want a "business" relationship with my wife. I really do love her very much. We have no time for ourselves individually, let-alone alone together as a couple. The time we do get on weekends and when the kids are sleeping and napping, we fight over as to who gets to leave the house.. And I think its situations similar to this that makes us both resent each other.
I'd like to fix some of the things that are wrong with our relationship. Maybe my wife will "love" me again. She has no desire for me. Her romantic interests in me seem to be null. We get by together through our children and seem somewhat happy, family outtings, trips to the mall and TV time in the front room. (I mean, our kids are more important than our romantic and personal relationships with each other)
When the weekend does come and I am able to be home more and help out more, it seems my presense becomes an annoyance to my wife. Vacation from work is worse- I get to stay home all week and help out, we usually end up snickering at each other the my entire week off.When I think about it, I am starting to really think she really doesnt love me anymore.
I just want to save our romantic relationship, if at all possible, if there even is anything left to be saved.
Any advise is appreciated.