msoul8

Well, the car never even came out of the garage. I guess Day 1 will have to start tomorrow. I feel pretty pathetic and bad about it. At least I have somewhere to vent now. I didn't send any emails...I've learned that always ends up bad. I don't have to worry about the phone...I would never call him, never have...except once when I was in despair. I don't worry about those things. I need advice on the easiest and most addictive type of contact...checking profiles!! Help!! That's what I have been doing. It is just like any another other drug/food or alcohol addiction.

His "myspace" site. I'm addicted to it. Why? All I see is the comments back and forth between this girl. She doesn't even live in the same country. It hurts everytime, but I keep coming back. It's like I need to know what's going on even though it hurts. I don't want to miss anything. ](*,)

This is exactly what I need. I was contemplating an email to HIM..was even in the middle of writing it when I did some searching and found this post. I've tried this before. It was really hard especially with myspace stuff where things are out in the open. What is worse is that he has this online relationship with another girl and I can see their comments or posts back and forth to each other. Our split was more for time apart to see if we are meant to be together, which I swear feels worse than a real breakup because at least it is a definite thing. My heart is hanging. Anways... I feel better knowing other people are struggling with this too. Cuz sometimes I feel like this and this and this