It is STILL only day 2, what a long day it's been !!!!
I was in a better frame of mind this morning but by the afternoon I was ready to call him. I spoke to a few people on here who have been a great help to me and then I took myself to the gym. I came back feeling great that I hadn't contacted him. I know I will go through these same feelings for a while but I also know how good the feeling is when there is NC. I feel like a better person for it and must say I amaze myself that I can do it. It's been 5 weeks since we split and I didn't have the strength before.