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Milk You

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  1. I broke NC two days ago, talked with my ex about minor things like getting a new puppy and work. I don't really have feelings for him while I'm talking to him, but I think about him more when he's not around. Odd. I decided to go NC again until these were sorted out.
  2. Day 23 I still think about him a lot. I've noticed that my thoughts have less intensity though; they don't hurt anymore, they just pass by like any normal thought would. I still can't believe how quickly he found someone else. I have to fight off the urge to check his Myspace a lot. I don't really miss him, I just miss us. Edit: So I gave in and checked his MySpace. I can't say it hurts to see things about another girl on there, it just makes me feel anxious. It's an odd feeling; my hands are shaky but I don't feel the pain in my stomach that I used to. Not sure what that means.
  3. Been a week for me... I miss him terribly. I have so much good news I wish I could share with him. :sad:
  4. So today I miss my ex a whole bunch... I especially miss the relationship. I stopped counting the days, to me doing that just made things worse.
  5. It's been two days... and I'm fighting the urge to check and see if he still has me added onto MSN. Instead of checking I decided to write here, though. Overall life has been great aside from the missing him and wanting to talk to him part.
  6. Sign me up. =) Today is Friday, July 13th at 3:32PM where I am. I blocked my ex on MSN and deleted him, and I used a blocker to filter out his and his girlfriend's MySpace. I hit random keys on the keyboard for a password, so I couldn't change it even if I wanted to. I also deleted my old Messenger accounts so I can't "appear offline" on them just to see if he's on and what his name is. I deleted his phone info, sent back his stuff, deleted pictures and etc of him, and plan on blocking him from Hotmail when I get the chance. I still miss him like crazy.
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