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I will share with you cynical a very good example to help calm that weary mind of yours. Whenever you're depressed and feel suicidal just remember this phrase and it will subside... "well I could be living 100 years ago, then I'd have none of the problems I do now but not the same opportunities either." It helps me because then I realize if I had been born 100 years ago there'd be almost nothing from today present, it would really be a hell back then! No running water, no microwaves, no cars.. hell you'd be hard pressed to find anything you enjoyed doing let alone a guitar that's electric. Take care and focuse on that concept, it'll help. As for those saying you must stop being a baby, I don't agree. They are seeing your life through a broad perspective, unfortunately I've found these sorts of mentalities last only a short while, then you feel depressed and suicidal again. The best thing you can do is get medication like Zoloft for your symptoms, then try finding a job and getting yourself more focused on being out in the world. I've been seeing a psychiatrist and therapist for 2 years now and there's been little insight into my lifes troubles... in reality I'd have to say I don't have any problems at all, I have no friends, no gf, no life outside work.. basically all I do is exist. This in itself can be seen as a problem but if you reflect it's not really, it's just I wanna do other things So yea.. don't off yourself, the best thing to remember is also what someone here said.. eventually you're going to die, who cares when? Wait until you do it naturally then you can be like "well at least I tried and I still failed, see f'ers I was right."

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