safetydp

Here we go, day 1. Just ended a year and 1/2 relationship (with a few off and ons), but i realized that I have been working my butt off to try to save a relationship that HE kept messing up (cheating...), and he wasnt trying to save it at all. It feels kind of good to be free (i told him that i wasnt going to call or text or email him), but it still feels really scary to be truly alone after a year and 1/2 of being with him. I know its for the best, but that only helps so much, you know?