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  1. MsBear
    Day 11 Feeling a bit down at the moment Nevermind this will go away sooner or later Have to concentrate on my study and my goals I'll try my best. god bless me
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    Day 10 Aww, missed him a bit this evening Gotta keep it up, im gonna disappear from his whole entire world, so dont worry babe, U'll be just fine and dont ever think that we still have something left, and I decided to deny the existence of this relationship. Maybe he just emotionally blackmailed me all the time, trapped me in this whole relationship thingy, kicked me out of it, aww so hurt Thanks anyway,P u made me realize how naive I was...old days..
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    Day 9 I dont feel anything, just watched Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ... uhm..nice film I've decided to move on and leave these memories in some drawer of my brain, someday maybe few years later, Ill look at them again..
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    Day 8 I nearly checked his Facebook, luckily I could control myself I dont know how is it going to be now... I dont want to get back with him, I know he just wants to run away from me as far as possible and I dont want to keep him Just hate the fact that he dumped me via a text and when I look back now I have no idea what kind of relationship that was I regret that my first relationship was like a crap, I was like a toy sad but true I for the rest of my life dont want to hear anything about him, see him , that doesnt mean I resent , its just I dont want to How a person on earth begged, told u the love of his life and dumped u via a text ? such a joke !
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    Day 7: Day 6 I thought about the relationship and felt a bit sad since it wasnt worth my effort I put into Just thinking whether my ex was a compulsive liar ... Just popped up in my head the things I discovered about him: he is a foot fetish ( eww), he did even pay some women to have fun with him ( not sex though ) since he had so much money to spend...see myself as much better person compared to him Couldnt believe I fell for him, well was so naive back then ... Back to my late revision and have good sleep Woo hoo, summer is coming \
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    Day 6 My heart itches a bit, uhm.. I watched films all night and cried all night, how is it like u can find the one ? I wonder if I was a rebound to him? It was my choice to go out with him, my choice to jump in the relationship so cant blame anyone for that I miss him a bit, to be honest missing being in someone's arms....better shut up about this otherwise I'll cry all day Gotta go to the library and work my *** off and deal with the exams Uhm, special treat for weekend, gonna cook some delicious Orential dishes \
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    Day 5 A friend sent me the song: Never had a dream come true... Dont know if it suits me or not... Of course I will move on, he wasnt the type I would fall for but the first person I have ever dated Maybe because I havent been very open to other guys so I dont know what it's like when talking to them, maybe it will just feel like talking to him ? Missed him a bit when I woke up this morning Hope things are going well for him, in his life, he has been suffering enough, he always acts cool in front of others but not with me, so I hope someday he will change his negative attitude to life and wont get frustrated with things so easily Memories cant be erased, no matter what I try so Im just gonna keep it, the best part of it and move on There must be something, someone out there waiting for me to find them, it takes time but the destination will come when I find my true love and goals Now, gotta have something to eat and start doing some work, buy food and cook
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    Day 4 : Looked at couples on the street and felt sorry for myself Cut all kinds of contacts: YM, MSN, mobile number has changed, deleted his number from the phone, didnt see his Facebook etc.. Trying to motivate myself with revision and a promising summer with work and fun with friends... Wish me luck people I can say that : Goodbye forever, we live in different cities so might never bump into each other, have only 1 friend in common, nothing else I dont want to be friends even in the future, doesnt mean Im still in love with him, just simply means : I dont want to ,and I cant see any benefit or joy I can get from that Enough for today
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    Super Dave, Can I join NC group? Well, I did NC for nearly 3 months by venting on YM offline messages to my ex thinking he would never use that anymore since I was the only one on his list. A few days ago, I decided to write few last lines to move on: a bit exaggerated the situation tho and left saying forever". The day after that, I got replies from him saying , just read my other posts 178859"] I was so shocked, couldnt believe that he replied, so all the things I vented there, he read them all. I dont want to get back with him but rather feel I need to do something because his words just screwed me up and I feel so low. So actually my NC started on the 6th ... SuperDave, please give me some perspective =)
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