First post, so here goes..
I just wanted to find out if anyone else has ever had extreme jealousy and what steps might have been taken to get back on the right path. Anyone's input is most certainly appreciated.
Lately I have had extremely jealous behavior towards my wife and I feel that things are at an all-time low in our relationship. We constantly fight due to my accusations of her possibly being interested in someone else and the constant barrage of questioning. Over the last several weeks things have escalated to the point of my wife threatening divorce and selling our new home. Unfortunately, we have a 2 year old caught in the crossfire and I want nothing more than to keep our family intact.
My wife generally is a good person- she doesn't really do anything to provoke thoughts of jealousy outside of making a few statements about some of her co-workers being cute, etc. She comes home every night, does not stay out late after work or do much of anything to lead me to believe that there is an extramarital affair going on. Due to my feelings of insecurity though, I feel that what I bring to the table for her emotionally isn't enough anymore due to wearing her thin with the jealousy- this I fear will eventually lead to an affair with a co-worker. Anytime she does something to better herself I feel as if she is doing it to look more attractive for the people she works with versus just doing things to make herself feel better. I think I have crossed the point of no return with her as of last night by having an extremely jealous outburst that entailed the full scope of throwing things, yelling, etc- which ultimately forced her to try to pack and leave. Seeing her drive off scared me so much so that I got in my car and followed her- as we drove along the highway (safely, not speeding)- I begged for her to come home. She did- but said only to get a good night's rest before heading into work in the morning.
The trademark things that I do to show my jealousy is;
Calling excessively- wanting to know where she is, who she is with.
Questioning why she is making changes to better her appearance lately, things such as tanning, eating healthier, shopping for new clothing that is outside of her norm.
Why she doesn't call me at all- very rarely do I get a call from her just to say hi, in fact it seems as though I do all of the calling.
I am a fit guy- I work out, eat healthy myself, etc. I am also a successful professional for the most part. People that I work alongside have no clue about my family disaster. I don't understand where my insecurities are stemming from, my guess is the lack of attention that I have been receiving from her over the last several weeks (as a result of the jealousy IMO).On her side of the coin, everyone in her family, her friends, etc. think that I am psycho and have a compulsive/jealousy problem.
In this type of situation is there anything that I can do to regain her respect? Or is it too late? As of this morning she said that she does not know what to do or if she wants to try and make things work out. I mentioned that I am willing to seek counseling for jealousy and she stated that she isn't sure this would help.
Any advice is appreciated.