Hurting2

Aaaaagh - I just got the "I need my space to do my own thing and to work through issues" from my bf. He didn't come out and say "I want to breakup". So I don't know if this means that he will come back or if we are done. It hurts a lot and I don't know what to do except be strong (try) and go out and do my own thing. I have butterflies in my stomach and heart.