Hey,
Nice to start to meet many of you here, I have been reading a lot lately and realized I wanted to pitch in some things also! I hope to have a nice time here.
I have been best friends for this girl for about a year or a bit more now. We have been talking together, walking together, sitting together and hugging each other for a long time. I though, for the last week have all of a sudden gone crazy for her. Before this, I sort of liked her but I always had interest in others. But now I feel as if she is the only one who makes me feel this way, the only person that I feel "in love" with. This peculiar feeling I have never truthfully felt with anyone else. I care so much, and I want to be with her all the time and she never leaves my mind.
I probably think about her more than anything else...
She is just so good at hiding who she likes and so am I to people that I know in real life. I don't know what to do because she hasn't liked a guy since we started being friends, but maybe that's just because she is shy to tell anybody who she really likes..
I know that the time where someone asked her out and she said yes in pitty (they broke up 1 week later) and they never technically went out. They only said YES to each other, but they never saw each other out of school or the halls. (they never kissed or like offered hugs, it was more like the guy wanted a hug so she came up to him and hugged him). for me, she actually comes up to me and wants a hug and sometimes I want a hug too.
Just anyways, after she said yes, I knew I loved her because on the busride home it was almost like a movie playing in front of me. The rain was coming down and I was so depressed looking out the window saying: What did I do.. what am I doing.. and I kept listening to regret and love songs.. even if they were country music songs..
Some people have started making comments like: Do you think they like each other more than best friends? Since they always hug, or always look at each other during classes?
I don't know if she likes me though, she always prefers to sit beside me and she loves hugging me or resting her head on me. I am the only person she sometimes bites, (in a cute way) and we always hang out together. I Do not want to make it sound one sided though, but from what I am seeing; this is why I fell in love with her but I don't know if she likes me.
I don't care if we start going out or not, I just want to find out if she likes me and I hope that maybe we get a little be further but I do not want to go far because I feel like the friendship we have is in jeopardy.
I do not want to go with her, then lose interest and then.. bam, we stop being best friends. I do not know what to do, or how to break it to her. How do I know before hand the chances of her liking me back? Some other people that see us always tell me: I always thought you would fall so hard for her.
I know I have, but I don't know if she has.. Anybody have some advice of what to do?