empty421

we argue all the time about stupid things... always something... i just feel like i try all the time to fix things and he is just taking the easy way out and giving up and giving me false hope... we broke up because of the constant fighting.. and because when we fight and he walks away without finishing it... i get angry and i dont let him leave... i dont let him cool down.. and i know that... and i apologized... im so angry right now and so confused and so hurt I seriously cant take it... i just want to go to his house and tell him that hes a selfish bastard and to go to hell because all he cares about is himself... after three years dont i at least deserve to have some say?? i dont know what to do!

My boyfriend of over 3 years broke things off on Monday... it is now Sunday. I know it has not been that long, but I can barely function. On monday we had a huge argument and he couldnt take it anymore... he told me we needed time apart.. it was never oficially over... he basically told me that it wasnt completely over.. that he just needed to cool off... but he just seems so indifferent whenever we talk... then yesterday he played a song for me over the phone on the guitar and told me he was practicing all day and wanted to surprise me.... i was in shock... today we talked in the early afternoon and the conversation ended with a maybe we'll see eachother tonight. well i got my hopes up and it is now 9pm and he hasnt picked up my calls. why is he doing this... im destroyed.. what do I do?? I cant even eat anymore.. please help me! why??