fireflower

yes, this is the definition of hideaway in my case, at least most of the times

i am 26 i always seem to end up as the hideaway / crazy times of men i cannot pretent to be someone i do not resemble. i do not wish to play the role of "femme fatale" just to make them curios. this doesn't necessarily means i am out in the open. it's just i smile alot. i guess that makes me the buddy type

hello, world, nice to meet you short story - i am the misfit. i have a long term relationship with a man who adores me, but never sees me as i am. he makes me feel so lonely. this is a relationship that will end soon. i seem to be the perfect mold of the eternal affair type woman. whenever i meet someone, they either end up as being best buddies or just another affair. i met this incredible guy, we read the same kafka books, viewed the world with the same blue eyes and dreamed of love with the same high hopes. still, he only wants me to be his crazy moment in life. always had a crush on my office collague, and felt he did to. we ended up spending sleeping together as we went off a business trip. it was truly perfect. now he pretends we never did have that. and so do i. i just wish i could forget too, as he seems to. i can't figure out where the catch is. bottom line is that even though i can say i am beautiful, smart, educated, outgoing...i am so alone in the end.