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oh it's not so much about hardware. i know i'm ok in that dept, but there is always that...ok why was she with a certain type exclusively. it just forces me to think that her laugh revealed a truth, or allowed something to show through. you know what freud says about humor.

my girlfriend exclusively dated african-american men before she met me. i have had to deal with all the myths perpetuated by society when it comes to black sexuality in my own mind. i have a very diverse lifestyle and have friends from all walks of life but this topic never comes up in discussion so i would rather ask here. my girl has always insisted that there is nothing wrong with me, she wouldn't be with me if she didn't love me etc. but i can't help but think i'm kind of a fluke and she does in fact have a type. the other night the family guy show is on and there is a joke running about this couple in the bedroom acting out fantasies and role-playing and the character on the show is talking about all these silly things in regards to fantasy and then just says: "ok then i'll be the black guy." my girl laughed at this and it left me feeling kind of uncertain as to where she really stands on the issue. anyone have any insight?