Hey ya all.... thanks for listening to this.
I broke up with my ex about 1 month ago cuz she said she didn't feel a thing no more for me. It's not the first time this happened... we sorta took a hiatus previously in the relationship and got back after that. I expected it to last longer but then it finally ended 2 weeks later. I was devastated and the pain still lasts. The reason she gave was that she couldn't commit at this point of time and she wasn't ready. After that she got to know another guy abd she was constantly calling me to tell me about it. She tells me stuff like she feels she's ready to commit as he made her feel that way and she was prepared to give her all into this relationship with the guy. I really didn't wanna hear anything about it. It wasn't fair to me at all as she didn't wanna put in effort when she was with me. She told me she felt i was her best friend still and she wanted to tell me everything. I hated it. The guy finally asked her to be with him and she readily consented. During this time i still loved her alot and she still called me. After 2 weeks with him.... something happened between them and they broke up. She came crying to me and i felt very sad to see her like that cuz i still oved her and i didn't want her to get hurt. So i comforted her and told her it' gonna alright. She told me sorry cuz she knew now how i felt. We got very close to each other and i'm feeling very strongly for her. It's only been 2 days since she broke up with the guy. I know it's not the time to initiate a patch back but i couldn't help but ask about it to her. She told me she felt i was still her best friend and it's probable we couldn't get back. That hurt me cuz she leaves me messages on my handphone telling me that after what we've been through i mean more to her than the guy. I'm at a lost now of what to do cuz i really love her very much and i do wanna get back with her. What should i do? How can i prove to her that this won't be a failure again? I know she needs time to heal and i'm willing to give her that. But what after? I need her badly.
