it doesn't matter if you guys come and say stuff to make me feel better, coz i won't feel any better!
i'm not alone but i don't have REBECCA!
"oh, there are other girls..."
"oh, you'll be better without her..."
"oh, she wasn't what you needed..."
guess what? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! I LOVE HER! I WANT HER!!!
i just wanted to shout it out loud, right now and then cry my ass off, but that would be ridiculous since i'm working...
last night i didn't sleep...
i want to die...
none of you guys can help me, but i had to put that out... and i have goddamn tears in my eyes now... shit...
you know why? coz in exactly 1 hour she will be here to pick me up and she will tell me that we're through... and she will leave...
i'm sorry for the poor english, it is not my primary language...
goodbye
