My girl & I have been together for over a year. We have been through a lot & are very close. For the past month or so, there has been this other girl, who's always sending me texts or calling me, or finding ways for us to be alone together, & she comes onto me. Of course I could never be involved with her. But she's really beautiful, & has this long blonde hair & seductive hazel eyes, & she talks in a way that makes it hard to say no to her. A few nights ago, we were at a party. She kissed me by the pool, & I was shocked & ashamed to realise that it took me a moment to fight it.
Anyway, lately I find that, even when I'm with my girl, I'm thinking more & more about Ambrosia (the other girl), & feel like I can't get her out of my head at all. She has a confidence & appeal my girlfriend doesn't. She says she doesn't want a relationship --- just a fling.
I feel like I shouldn't feel this way. That I shouldn't think of anyone else but my girl, who I love, really. How do I fix things properly?
