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well I've been in your place though in my case it was my parents religion I ran away aswell and think calmed down for a while aswell then back to how they were I mean I think your parents just want you to be safe and stuff there is a lot of sh..t out there but I think they need to learn how to aproach it and realize what u r gonna do u r gonna do behind their back if they forbid it and see that what they need to do is communicate with you and let you know of the dangers not try and keep you from them I suggest you talk to them I don't know how old u r u sound ummm 16? cuz of the school grade but at 17 in some states you can move out don't get me wrong I don't think that is the answer but mayb letting your parents know then u will have the choice they will have to let go a lil trust me they don't want you to move out tell them u wanna stay at home but tell them how much their mistrust is f..cking you up make them listen to how its effecting you and why in what aspects and let them know u don't want to do n.e thing bad you just want to have some personal life say that them beeing so mistrusting makes you feel like u can't talk to them about your problems pr the issues at home w yer bf friends etc good luck girl ..

thanks for your reply "yours_forever" I do believe you are right : ) he does love me so mcuh I'm so happy with him I can't possibly live without his love he is my everything he melts me with just the thought of him : ) he is my soul mate my omg I love him : D he is the sweetest guy in the world ...if only you met him ; ) .....I love him more than he loves me though someday he'll realize : p.... I am so eternally his only his someday he will realize that as well he is so perfect for me I can't possibly want to lose that for anything in the world because without his love I am nothing he completes me in everyway leaves me craving for more not even the lifetime we will spend together as husbend and wife will be enough to show him how much I love him ... I'm glad we worked things out : ) if yer reading this my love I love you always will our love is boundry less it is eternal : )

thanks a lot for your advice I apreciate it big time ...but that same day I emailed him and we got to talking and we got back together I can't be without him I love him so much I don't think he would ever be abusive with me he's really sweet to me he really loves me he makes me so happy all I ask for is some apreciation for everything I do for him that's all and we r working on that ..thanks a lot for the advice : )

hi umm ii came on here because I'm having problems with the love of my life and I can't talk to n.e of my friends because noone of them support our relationship and right now I don't know what to do I feel stupid for posting this but I've got noone to talk to he's my best friend my everything and as of an hour ago I decided for us to take a break and its killing me already I'm just so hurt by his jelousy mayb he's right to expect so much from me but I've changed a lot A lot for him in many aspects if not all of my life so he won't be jelous so our relationship can work out but today he told me that I don't know made it seem I'm not doing enough that hurt me so much I thought the only way for him to realize how much I do do for him is him taking a break from us and realizing how much I do I love him so much I feel like I'm hurting him I'm so afraid of losing him I don't know what to do the pain I feel inside right now is so unbearable .. tell me what you think.... thanks : / my love if you read this I love you so much I am missing you like hell