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Thank you guys for the support. The more encouragement I get the stronger I feel about moving on with my life. Sometimes during the day I think about her but not to the point where I'm feeling so sad. I'm starting to think about my future and how I'm going to heal. Having any contact has definetly helped. I get tempted but then I look back at the times she cheated and lied to me. I started thinking to myself that she doesn't deserve my brain time anymore She consumed my life before not anymore...I will try my best to think about myself and my needs. Thank you everyone.

hello, Thank you so much for taking the time to read and reply to my ad. I appreciate the encouraging words. I will pray for something positive in my life. Everyday will be a challenge and I can't wait till the day I feel happy about moving on. Have a great day

I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years on Halloween day. She cheated on my three times and constantly complained about my appearance. Of course we had our up and downs but I don't know why it took me years to leave her. She did give me good times. I was so dependent on her for emotional support that I forgot to take care of myself. She was my first sexual experience and first girlfriend. I was 19 and she was 20. I love still love her but not like I use to...especially after I found out about the affairs. It's like the U2 song "I can't live with or without you.." It took her a couple months to realize that I need to be loved and cherished, like I cherished her. I'm afraid to committe to anyone else because of this. I want to be her friend, but I'm not sure it will work out. I don't know how to feel because so much was lost on that day. Can anyone give me advise on how to deal with this pain? What can I do to move on much faster? Anyone out there that went through something similar? Thanks for reading. Sad and heart broken