Hi There..
I am a new member in this group. Well I have a peculiar problem...
In one word I can say total lack of enthusiasm. Sometime I do get depressed whereas sometimes I just feel like lying on the bed looking at the ceiling.
Before that a small background myself...
I am early 30s, settled in Sydney 7 years back, married and have a kid 2 years old. I have changed quite a few jobs within last 5 years. The trend goes like this -
I join a company. For couple of months I remain proactive and excited. As the months goes by I feel down, my enthusiasm takes a nose dive. I usually get stressed and that affects my personal life. Basically I am not happy with my life. I thought of changing my job. I have quite a few commitments so I cannot afford to start from a lower salary. Sometimes I would sit at work looking at the empty computer screen thinking nothing.
Because of my situation I tend to be an impulsive shopper. I buy things which I could do away with. I end up getting big credit card bills.
Some people have asked me to try anti depression drugs but I do not want to think to that level. Presently, it definitely creates lot of problems. I have just joined a company (3 weeks back) and I am already fed up of this place. Now I think "why did I join?”
Sometimes I feel I am heading towards a big NOTHINGNESS....
Combine with above factor and no real friends around it are so hard to keep up with things. We came to this country 7 years back and since then have settled here. I am Indian by birth.
Does someone can show me why I feel like this... am I getting burn out fast?