Hello dear community
I come this time not for a bad thing
After my breakup, today was my first time to have a date again.
I was excited to see this man like for the whole week i stressed about seeing him and how things will turns out .. but a day before i went on a rollercoaster of emotions
I was afraid that this date wont be as im expecting and if things went wrong i would definitely start thinking of my ex and all the good he does to me ( forgetting the worse parts )or maybe it was a mistake to breakup and that i will never find a man like him
I was nearly to cancel the date, i hated myself to go out with an other person .. it was strange feeling but iam greatfull that i didnt obey to those ideas and its definitely immature to cancel it 4h before
I did good to myself and i prepared and took my uber to the restaurant where we decided to meet
It was funny how i laughed and enjoyed my time with him, i got some good energy and i felt i did great to meet that person
I hope one day i could move on completely from my ex and live my life as it should cuz happiness is all what i deserve