I'm not disregarding anything, I'm thankful for every word written in this post by every single person.
I'm respecting her boundries, her space, her demands, I was just figuring out what should I do next in my life
And you already did, by biting my head off couple of replies away, but I was turning a blind eye to it.
And I'm keeping a cool head because I was taught to respect everyone and their current state of mind ( to a certain degree of course )
I'm here to seek help and advice, not to start some childish argument, so I suggest you go drink some cold water and take it easy on the pedals and keep in mind that I'm going through a bit of a hard time.
And I can already smell that you can't stand me ( I don't know why and I don't care ) which is probably ( as it can't come out of nothing ) based on a prejudice ( I don't know that either ) and wrong assumptions you've been making.
Again, I'm not here to argue, I'm here to get some help, I may be intellectually intelligent , but I'm emotionally thick as two short planks, so bear with me.