ash16cutie

Thanks so much. Yeah, he is in the military. So its kinda difficult not getting to see him. We are not together anymore because he told me he couldn't be with me like i am. Worrying and emotional. I think once I let go of my past, I'll be able to move on a lot better.. I know my past will ruin my future if i"m not careful. I just hope it hasn't already ruined my chances with this guy.

I worry that I don't make him happy....... and in my past relationship... i worried a lot about the guy cheating on me and if he was happy with me or not... so i think thats where the worrying is coming from.. i just don't know how to get rid of it.. i don't like worrying about that all the time.

okay. I have a problem. A big problem. And I don't know how to go about fixing it.. or even starting to fix it. My boyfriend told me tonight.. that i was too emotional and that i worry to much.. and i needed to take some time to sort things out.... that i couldn't be with anyone and be happy with them until i got things sorted out.... well.. i agree with him. I am way too emotional and I worry way more than I should. I just dont know how to fix it.. or even start fixing it.... I know where the worrying started... but i don't know how to end it.. If i ever want to be with this guy again, and i do... i need to figure out a way to work through this.... because his lifestyle is gonna be very hard for whoever he is with.... so i need to learn to control or get rid of this side of me.. i just don't know how.. can anyone help me.. at least give me some ideas... i'd really appreciate it...