hello,
About 1 month ago today, my girlfriend of 3 years as of today, March 25th put our relationship on a break. 2 days after she told me she could not see herself with anyone else. I love her so much I'm physical and mental pain. we always sat back and thought about how lucky we were and agreed that we would always talk things out. we even got the most obvious problems out of the way, culture, religion and that sort of thing. She's been talking about marriage for the past 6 months as well.
i'm so confused, empty, and really scared. sometimes i wonder if i can take this kind of pain. i don't know.
to throw something else in the mix, she's a cop, recently appointed to the police. I don't know if this has anything to do with us. we were about to sign a mortgage two weeks earlier.
