Wherever I go it seems to do me harm, I want to go back just to feel some sort of semblance of my normal life. But I do not plan to stay there forever. I have family here, and family back home. My mother is planning to move out anyway, and I will eventually have to make big decisions. I remember having the option to move with her, but now I do not I will.
I loved my old job, I was so sad to have to resign due to issues. They have expressed they enjoyed me as their employee too. The only reason why she doesn't want me to is because I'm "comfortable" and should try new things which is not completely wrong. She says there is no guarantee that I will get the job back, and again she is right. Especially if they have enough hires. But I still want to try.
I have been told I won't survive by myself, that I'm lazy, and all of these things that I have grown to believe. It scares me when i think about being on my own but it has to happen at some point.
My mother is doing what she thinks is right. Which I don't blame her for, but she again fails to see the harm. She wants me to grow up, but how can I? Thank you for your reply