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Hello Miri, I read your post. I'm going through the exact same thing right now. My girlfriend's mom passed away 3 weeks ago from COVID. I've been as supportive as I can be when she was with her mom in the hospital for 30 days. She only contacted me when she had good news, but when things were rough, she got aggressive on the phone. When her mom passed, I knew 5 hours after it happened, through a friend. I've been living with her and her mother for an entire year. I lost her mom too and I feel like everything that is happening is unfair! I can't sleep or eat properly. I'm seeing a therapist for the first time. She won't see me at all. If I text her, she replies formally, however, she doesn't mind opening up to other friends of hers though. What can I do to feel better?