First day of no contact, challenge accepted - I say First Day because I have been looking at FB, Instagram, & Snapchat...
My Feelings: This is the second time she dumped me after a nightmarish breakup in Sept (My Fault) we got back together (kinda) for another 2 months since she dropped the hammer again... but she never came back really. So after bending over backwards like the spineless jellyfish I am for 2 months getting scraps of intimacy and used for and companionship when it was convenient for her I'm a bit salty... NOW that being said I still love her dearly and I'm just heartbroken. However I know she's not right for me. When you put someone on a pedestal and look at them through rose colored glasses all the red flags just look like flags.. Hell this second time around I saw the flags and I'm a pleaser and thought I could fix it, nope I couldn't.. I'm sad, a little salty, sick and tired about being sick and tired and optimistic about finding love again... Not Now but for once I'm not gonna rebound or Monkey Branch.. I deserve better man.. I really really do. However in my heart of hearts, if she came back and said and did the right things I'd take her back... but I don't want to because if nothing changes and no one WANTS to work on themselves and the relationship well there is nothing I can do... I'm a hot mess.
What happens if THEY comment on your FB, SnapChat, or Instagram? Obviously don't respond? I'd like the communities thoughts?
My feelings:
Las contact, Sunday 1/26/2020