loss sucks, I know, I think i'm about three weeks ahead of you, and for me it's getting harder, but it doesn't for all.
All i've found out... time will tell, and everything must playout in it's own time, life cannot be rushed and must be lived from one day to the next, that's about all I can focus on at the moment, when we rush things, we can stuff them up. Live for the feeling in your memory, yes that happy one, because that's what you're really after, so live for the next one, not the last one.
The best and hardest thing is to know you're not the first, and will not be the last. How anyone else could feel like you is hard to believe, but here we are, you'll make it through a better person, you'll be one of the lucky ones to see all beauty and all pain in the world, you're more human than you know it... well... now your starting to know it. Remember this is coming from someone feeling just like you. If we can take this, we can take anything. Good luck is what I want to hear, so Good Luck to you