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I just feel like a horrible person when i think about ending things with my bf... It's horrible knowing ill brake his heart, that hes gonna hate me. His family who consider me their daughter in law already will hate me! I just feel like im worthless and cause no good.. Its a horrible thing, he loves me and I go and end things. It just makes me sick to my stomach cuz I would tell him that I wouldnt cheat, and I got upset when his parents didnt trust me at all in the beging.. and now im here thinking about if im truly happy, or should I just stay with him. Cuz it is convenient, he lives here and hes supper smart. He's in Calculus 3 and he's in Engineering school.. haha money for me jk!.. But yea, he's willing to move up here and Im talking to this other guy behind his back, and its just aahhggrr.. Cuz I like the other guy, but theres no "in love", but he believes im so the right one for him. That evrything i believe iin he finds it amazing, and he says theres potential for a big love. But its the distance right now that ruins things, and he's so sweet.. even though he has his flaws. I dunno what to do this guy I talk to on the phone is just so into me, Im into him but not like he is. He says he feels something he cant explain.. Im so confused and stressed out..

we have no problems really, just the distance. but we visit eachother so its cool. its just that when im with him, i dont feel all that happy..

same here, I would like to know the diffrance between infatuation and love.. how can I clearly set them apart?

yea, I havent met the online guy in person. All we have done is talk on the phone everynight for hours.. but I was wondering what if he is just infatuated with me rather than love cuz of the distance. I just dont want to hurt nobody, and I got myself in such a mess.. And my current bf, well I care for him.. but when we spend time, i dont feel head over heels, and im not that physically attracted to him. Sometimes i feel like im fakin laughing and such.. I just dont know what to do..

Im terribly confused and scared... I have a bf, we have been together for 8 months now. He is such an amazing guy, the thing is that when we first started dating I wasnt really attracted to him. But I accepted to go out with him and I felt we moved fast, and I told him. So time passed and I never mentioned the topic again, even though for some moments I felt I wasnt truly happy. Don't get me wrong, he is great. Now a couple of days after xmas I met a guy online, at a site about games and such. Ofcourse full of boys, so one day a member of the board and I got into an argument. So I emailed the owner of the site and we talke online, and got the issue solved. Well the owener if the site is 21 and we have been talking everynight, and we have alot in common. But the thing is he feels alot for me than I do, to him this was all meant to be. Because he has never met a girl like me he says, and the odds of finding a girl in a boy site that he created is crazy. He also tells me that im perfect for him, and I am all he wanted. Now Im here confused, I have a bf and a guy on the other side telling me he loves me. I feel torned apart, I dunno what to think... Im not head over heels for either one, but my bf bores me somethimes (but i do care for him) and this new guy I like and care alot but I cant call it 'the one'. Im not sure if I should stick with my current bf (who lives 4 hrs away from here) or get to know more this guy of the site who lives in pennsilvania. Im in the south, so distance is an issue with both, but the thing is im so confused. What is real love feel like? Like when you truly love a person, are you head over heels for them? I dont want to make a great mistake, I dont wanna leave one and it turns out that he was the best for me. Im jsut scared of lossing what could be the man of my life, or maybe lose a great friend.. PLEASE HELP ME !!!