Thankyou so much for your reply guys, yeah well i havent spoken to him on da fone since december, so its usually thru msn or email that we kinda 'catch up' - i actually spoke to him last nite via msn after i posted on here, whenever we talk im my usual happy vibey self and hes always interested in whats happening in my life, he even asked me if i was seeing anyone...i dunno some days i feel like 'im so over this' and other days i feel like 'hes my soulmate' maybe i need a counsellor!!! *laffs*
Dating? man i so cant be bothered, i went to 2 parties last wk and there was a severe lack of quality there...my friend says ive turned into those super fussy bishes and that im sabotaging myself to getting close to anyone because i feel i still have unfinished business with the ex...shes prolly rite but i mean is that so wrong? how unfair would it be to sum poor guy if he really fell for me and i still had issues? emotional constipation my friend calls it
Sumtimes i think if a relationship has to be so much work, then maybe its just not meant to be?....but then again nothing in life is easy so what makes us think love is? Someone once told me that if you can still forgive each other and love each other through all the heartache, betrayals, obstacles and reunite in honest love...then thats somthing speshal...i just hope that one day...that somthing speshal happens for me and this man whose big brown eyes has penetrated my soul so much...
In the meantime, im focussing on my career, thats the only thing im sure of at the moment.
thanks for listening and replying