Hard to explain but at first she was a challenge, hard to get and off limits. We were friends for a few years first. Then after i got wit her she became way too available. She wuold do nything for me. I told her from the start I wasn't interested in a relationship. She was very convenient and ok being a fb, but too nice. no longer a challenge, I got bored and loss interest. I had to break it off since I didn't have the same feelings for her as she did for me. Still, she has been a really good friend and I don't want to loose her. That's why I still lead her on and flirt with her.
Then theres this other gurl. At first she was everything i cuold want in a relatinship. She's pretty, nice, fun, lots of money, nice home, new car. then we started to not get along so well. on again off again. I dont know if we will work out. To be honest when we are fighting is when i lead my friend on & then ignore her kinda as a loyalty to my gurl friend, you know tryin to be good.
My friend's new dameanor has sparked my interest once again and if I found myself alone with her i dont think i could stop myself from getting intimate with her.