Honeycomb8
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Also the fact that you think I'd willing to be friends with someone as childish as you is quite frankly delusional. I know I had offered friendship when I ended things, but that was before you rammed your chaotic thoughts down my throat.
I have too much self respect for that. You're passed early 30's for God sakes.
Start acting your age, it's just sad and pathetic.
Cya.
Blocking ♡
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Apologising really doesn't erase the things you said and alluded to. Please go away thanks.
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B, I think I still have a soft spot for u.
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I wonder if you ever feel guilty for what you did to me.
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I thought about u just now and felt curious about you were. Not sure if unblocking u after nearly 4 months is the best idea. Buttttttt sometimes we do things we don't understand.
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Merry Christmas B.
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Yesterday, I had the best first date I've ever had.
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The other day, I thought back to the last time we held each other and how you looked at me... I couldn't help but tear up. =/
"Too Good For Goodbyes" was playing that time we sat in my car talking for the last time. Now it plays constantly and every time I hear it on the radio I can't help but think of you. We talk so often these days, it really does make me miss you. I'm trying my best not to take anything from that.
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Missudearlystilltryingtoletyougo.
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I don't know about you, but just hearing your voice tonight made my heart happy. Talking for nearly two hrs made me realise I still have feelings for you. I woke up today thinking about you and I just miss you. Talk soon.
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You have been on my mind a lot the last few days.
I genuinely miss you.
URGHHHHHH
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I don't know why we talk more often now than we did in the last few weeks. Miss ya.
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I will really miss you you know that?
Now you're so far away.
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I miss you already.
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It was nice to see you today. Was pretty awkward but how can it not be. I don't know why you would want to catch up next week? It's still weird with us, cos we're both obviously holding back. You probably can tell I still get flustered around you.
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I still have photos of the first dinner you cooked for me. That was the day something sparked in my heart. You know everytime I kissed you, it was so much more than just a sexual feeling; I felt my heart light up.
We could have been something really special.
Scratch that, you really started to mean something to me.
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I still feel sensitive about everything. I really hate that I care.
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I hope my feelings for you will shift soon.
At the back of my mind, my feelings linger.
Maybe the truth is, I did feel alittle bit of love for you. Maybe that's why it's been hard to let you go?
I don't know. Either way it changes nothing. I miss you.
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I don't know if I was attached to the future possibility of us or my feelings for you, but all I know is I do miss you, and I wish those circumstantial reasons didn't get in the way.
It really makes me sad that you're going. I guess I will have to get over it somehow right.
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Even though things ultimately went down the way it has, I really will miss you. I'm glad we got to spend some time together this week and I'm happy you're happy. Have a good time over there.
Set the UK business world on fire, you deserve it.
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B, it's slightly liberating to know that when I see msgs from you I feel nothing. When I see the selfies you send me, I feel nothing. When I see you in person I feel nothing.
Stop clinging on to me, please let me go?
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I really want us to work out.
You know I really do have strong feelings for you. =/
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Post here instead of contacting your ex!
in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
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Every so often, I think back to you. I mean yes, it could be that you were the only guy I'd loved in the last 5 years, or could be that certain things i see or hear would bring me back to the past. OR it could be that for over 3 years I had loved you and for those 3 years they are years Ill never be able to get back.
I sometimes wish that I didn't fall so hard for you. You taught me so much, but I really wish I could rewind to the days when you didn't exist. I could have given my love to someone that actually deserved it.
We go through phases where we talk and then don't. I block u then unblock and we are friends then not. Rinse repeat, chaos personified. Even though I no longer have the same feelings and don't care for you as I did before, I still remember the intensity of how I felt at one stage. I really genuinely thought you were it. Even though I don't care now, the discrepancy of the now to what was still feels very weird and surreal.
So this brings me to what I want to say. A week and a half ago, we were talking about something and your response to something I d said to you made me stop and think.
I don't think I'll be able to talk to you ever again. Our weak attempts at friendship isn't going to work. I'd prefer to stay strangers. It's better this way.