Act like it's over and tell yourself it's over and give yourself the power back. Who is she to keep you there as a back up plan? No! You are better than that. Don't hold out for crumbs on the days she feels crap.
Be independent and get on with your life. I know it hurts but that is the only way forward!
Can I have today as my day one? Even thought the day isn't over yet? Lol I texted him in the early hours of the morning but as he doesn't have my number, I asked a friend to send the texts! I will put a link to my story!