Day 1 of tracking and documenting this although it's been a few days since we last spoke now, and about 2 months since everything went down. I still think about her all the time. I still get randomly emotional at random points. I'm still not the real me. I'm much more reserved. I have little motivation for anything. I snap at people much more easily. I'm in a rough spot. I want to speak to her at the end of the month or so, but let's see how I'm feeling at the end of all this. Hopefully this will help.
