Ragnaros

Day 1 I've been doing this for a short while but haven't been tracking how I felt so I will start fresh. Today I woke from a dream in which me and my ex were sat on a train just talking, catching up but then I woke up and the sadness hit when I realised I was still stuck in this situation. Trying very hard not to check her social media even though I'm blocked on most. Trying very hard not to check her last.fm to try feel at least a bit closer to her. Overall day 1 is pretty hard