Day 2 for me.... He broke up with me for the second time (after a one week break for him to consider his options, him telling me he had deep complex thoughts about it all that I never got to hear.... so he strung me along for a painful week in other words), saying he wanted to be "single" but he still "loves" me.
First time round he changed his mind instantly, we were back together in a week. I don't know how to deal with this situation because I love him to pieces. I stayed as his friend for a few days after the break up, even though he acted very selfishly the whole time. I realised now that if I want any chance of him changing his mind, I can't be in his life at all. He needs to know what he's missing out on, as I treated him so much better than anyone else he's ever known.
I had a dream about him last night and woke up forgetting he had dumped me, was so depressing.....
Anyway I still want him back at this point, but I hope by the end of the 30 days I'll be happy without him or he'll have realised his stupid mistake again, and come crawling back to me. Either way, I am going to be happy!
