leah_mac

well i hate life too and i have my reasons.. maybe if u sed some of the reasons why i or other peoaple could say things that would help you more

omgGg reading that eamil was sacryyy i no exactly wat your sayingg.. i went out with this guy 7 times.. and i mean we realllly felt sumthing for each other.. but i alawys liked sumone else.. no matter how much i liked him.. and sumtimes it was like.. 3 other guys..adn then i was sacred cuz i was gettin too close.. but i say u should forget about this guy.. and u you really really like him.. its probally better.. before u guys fall fer each otehr bad.. cuz it suxs to fall fer sumone when ur in like.. grade 9.. i learned that.. and now i really miss him.. and i thoght it was impossilbe to get over him.. but its bin about a month now since out last break up..a nd im doin a lot better..have fun with dating while you can.. boys now dun even want a serious realtionships.. save the big raltionships fer grade 11 er 12 welll thats all i have to say.. hope it helped a littleee.. and o yah.. im ur age too..loL..

of course cutting is rong.. but its like.. an only option.. u actually cant help it.. and no im addicted.. like it really is an addiction.. but some people do do it for attention and others dont.. but you should be able to tell by the ones that dont do it for attention.. ppl who do it for attention probally do it for problems at home or something.. and ppl who do it secrelty need help just as bad.. i say even more.. not being able to express yourself or show ur emtions is really bad thing.. cuz ull never get anywhere.. it took me a long time to learn that.. and i learned the hard way.. but over all i say its rong.. even though i do it.. and i even say im stupid.. it just.. before you do it you feel so alone.. and then it makes sesne.. cuz the reazor is just there.. always wanting to help.. then u relaize after the bleeding stop how much u reget it.. u never learn from the mistakes..

well i started because i tried to slit my wrists.. but it didnt work.. but it felt good.. then i just did it for major problems that happened.. not bad.. but i guess i liked it beacause for a little while.. i worried about the pian on the outside and not in the inside.. now i do it because its part of me.. i actually carve it.. so ffor ppl who only do it sumtimes.. stop b4 it gets out of control