hello. this is the first time ive posted in this website. and the problem i have is very personal and i havent talked about it with anyone at all.
so please, this is very hard for me to explain and just post.
my problem is that i cant control my sexual hormones where it'll come to a point where i just cant take it anymore.
i think im being addicted to internet porn and just porn in general. im not a pervert at all. im a nice guy who respects everyone and who's nice to everyone and who really means well. i just cant control myself. its affecting my relationship with my girlfriend
me and my girlfriend have been together for a long while but i just get excited way too easily. and its embarrassing. i cant even get hold my girlfriend without getting excited. and im not even being a pervert or thinking bad thoughts. it just happens. and i hate it so much. i love my girlfriend and i have not lost my virginity to anyone. we're saving ourselves. and i really agree on that. its mutual.
im 18, and i know around this age hormones are suppose to be going crazy. but is all of this normal? i masterbate almost everyday and i feel so guilty afterwards because i do it too much and it get excited so easily. especially with porn, i become obsessed with it. because its so easy to obtain. its making my life meaningless. i cant take it anymore. i never had this problem before but now i get excited at the littlest things.
but like i said before, im not a pervert at all. i dont talk about sex with anyone barely, im a nice guy. and i want to stop feeling like this. its ruining my relationship. i cant even talk about anything sexual with my girlfriend because im afraid i'd get too excited. and when i become too excited i act weird and i notice it but i cant stop.
this is very hard for me to talk about. can anyone help me?
should i worry about this?
