DAY 1 NC
So after giving into a text from my ex yesterday i here to start the challenge! Today has been a pretty good day tbh went bowling with a buddy and then treated myself to Fallout 4!
Its been 2 months since we broke up, and my biggest regret of it all was not going NC at the start, me dnd tbe ex have said alot of horrible stuff to wach other but we then seem to be ok the next minute!
From the messages i have got from my ex, she very much seems to be now regretting the breakup, her words "i cant let go of you, the thought of you with another woman kills me, but i want this to work but the only way it can work is if we leave each other alone and start with a fresh start"
As much as i would love to get back with her i cant hold onto this hope, im actually going NC for myself, give me time to heal!
The hardest thing i gave done today was, block her mobile number, block her whatsapp, the only way she can contact me is through facebook but she has me blocked on there
