Day 2
So today is Day 4 of official NC. We did agree on it a while back but numerous issues have popped up which meant we haven't had proper NC. I feel that it has made me miss her more rather than when we were talking. But that's probably because I was still clinging onto something.
Had some random dream that she was kissing another guy and I flipped out. It sucked because I woke up feeling angry at her even though it was nothing to do with her. But I do know she is talking to other guys so that's probably why. I still can't be happy when I picture her with other guys so I guess I need a lot more time to myself!
