dead soon

Sinnerboy, If I were to die no one would care. I take that back my mom might but my dad commited suicide and she got over it quick and found a new man. She would get over me. Love is a lie. People have proven it by how they hurt me. People say they love you and prove they don't by there actions.

Toggle You must cut from wrist toward elbow. Two inches deep for it to work. It is really hard to do I have tried. Don't do it this way.

Dear Toggle, I know how you feel. I have searched and searched the internet for the best way to die. There are titles on how to commit suicide but none of them tell you how. I have tried cutting my wrist but I can't cut deep enough. This is really painful. I have overdosed on Tyelnol but ended up in the hosiptal and had to drink some awful stuff other wise they were going to stick a tube down my throat. I have tried to get help but no one understands me and meds. don't help. I have been on them for over nine months. I search for a solution but nothing helps. All the websites tell you God will help you well he hasn't. Someday when I am not a chicken I will be able to do it the right way.