I have got back together with a few of my ex boyfriends. Not enough had changed though, hence nothing worked out in the end. I am crazy in love with my current ex though. We broke up 7 weeks ago immediately following a 4 week break. My heart is shattered. I hope we get a real reconciliation. I need the real deal with this guy.
Anyway, here's what happened with a previous reconciliation that went to pot again.
I was friends with a guy for almost 25 years (we grew up together) when we got together. We had a good friendship, so it seemed like we had a good foundation for a relationship. I'd come out of a serious 6 year relationship, whilst his most serious and longest relationship lasted 3 months. It was great in the beginning. But our first argument was a nightmare. He really didn't hold back. He was nasty, said some really disgusting things to me, and like an absolute wally I just stood there and took it. He then said I wasn't girlfriend material, and he would never want me ever again. A short while later he wanted to be friends. I still liked him more than that, but I completely accepted that we should be nothing more. I didn't want to be walked all over. But after a quick dinner one night, he sent me a message that said he missed me. So we got back together. It was actually a mistake, since nothing had changed. We had an argument, and he was rotten again. We called it quits. And guess what? He came back AGAIN. This time I kept my guard up. I liked him, but remained cautious. I never took him back, but said we could see what happened slowly. I knew that not enough had changed, and I didn't fancy a toxic relationship. He was actually very sweet for a while. He seemed to be putting some effort in. He'd send flirty messages and he seemed genuine. Then a mutual friend told me he thought he was in a relationship. So I asked him, and it was true. He had been with another girl for about 3 months. I asked him why he hadn't told me, and he had nothing to say. He asked if I was okay, I said "yes, I'm fine" and I never spoke to him again. I surprised myself by getting over it really quickly. Apparently they're still going strong! A mutual friend told me they seem to be having a good few ups and downs but for the most part, they seem happy. Which is awesome. I am thrilled for him. I hope they go the whole hog.