Ive been two days nc, this is my 3rd rime trying, in curiouse to see if i actually love her or not and only time will tell. I also need to know how she reacts without me in her life, and ultimately i need to be happy and enjoy the short time i have on this planet. Im ing in! I picked up a cookbook and have made ratatoille successfully i sing tobmy self, write my frustrations down, work and exercise, meditate, all to fight the overwhelming emotions and need to contact her. I love her but we cant be friends. Thats not our path, all or nothing !!!
