Here Without U

Wow.you know guys i dont believe right now that i am writing this.First of all i thank each and every person over here who has shared their stories, experiences, advice.it has helped atleast me a ton.I was going through a very very very rough time after my love broke up with me.The reason was not the usual.Everything was perfect but suddenly my girl fell sick.Like a lot.Looking at this her parents came and forced her to shift back to her country.And that was it. She got to know that she is never gonna come back again cause her parents are reallllyyy very strict and a bit weird(sorry babes).She pushed me away and she pushed me away hard.I tried all sorts of things.But it never worked.After she went back we still were tog like on and off (LDR) One day she used to be her but then the entire week she will shred my heart piece by piece. And i know for a fact that she was also in pain but she had to do it cause she cant see me sad or depressed.Finally a month back she got fed up of me and said she wont ever talk to me again.I thought this is it.But i decided to give a last try.Started with the no contact rule.Today its been i dont even kknow how many days of nc, i guess a whole month.I was planning on breaking the nc and contact her again.But suddenly i get a message from her. "I MISS YOU". I cant explain you guys my reaction to that.i was speechless.i didnt know what to do.But i didnt reply her.I replied her after a day.Started speaking very formal.but she said please dont talk formal. surprise no 2. We spoke for like hours. I tried to be very brief but she just kept on talking on and on and on. I dunno whats next for me or us.She is back in my country for few days and she wants me to go and visit her.Rather she insisted.I dunno what to make out of this.But is am really exited.I shall be meeting her very soon. OMG i just remembered that the day i am planning to meet her will be our 3 years anniversary.Wow.I need suggestion now.How should i take this ahead.One thing i am sure about is that she stil loves me.At least i hope so .And yes in the NC period i did work on my self. Have started my own Software Company so chicks are hovering around me like flies but i still my angel. So what should i do. And THANKYOU once again guys for all the help.I read all 168 pages. Yes all of them and all the stories. Really helped me a lot. Thank you onec again. and suggestion please!!!