brokenlove

I didn't start sometimes having thoughts of things other than him until day 30 something. Hang in there. Try to do productive things instead of drinking, like exercise, meditation/yoga, signing up for a new class, hobby, meetup groups, etc. I know it will be tough at first and you'll force yourself to, but in time it will help you feel accomplished and like you didn't just waste all that time. Try the one on letting go of pain: link removed