shotofwhiskey

Day 6 Well it's been 8 weeks since you left me. And I still find myself crying first thing when I wake up, and until I finally fall asleep. You haven't reached out to me in almost a week and I've decided I'm not going to reach out to you. You left me out of fear of commitment, that we were too young and you were feeling tied down. So I backed off and gave you your space. But since now school ended and were both home for the summer miles apart, I feel helpless. I dream of you every single night. I don't believe that you no longer care about me, as much as everyone around me tells me. They don't know you like I do. I miss you so much. All I want is to see you and be with you again. You said that when you figured it out I would be the only person you would ever want to settle with again. But how long is this going to take? I don't want to move on and see someone else in case you do figure it out. I've been doing a good job of playing it cool, to everyone I know, if only you knew how broken I really am.